This one has started well, good instruction, quiet orderly workplace and supportive recruitment company. The difference was that I humbled myself before God and remembered that my life is hid with Christ in God, ( Colossians 3) that God counts the things of this world as foolishness. I had to remember where my treasure lay, in the love of God for me. I resolved not to worry about success in terms of career or wages but in staying faithful to God. I prayed for the organisation before I went and prayed for my own attitude to them. No accident that my first day went well. No stress, no defensiveness, no sense of failure when I made mistakes. That feels like success.